2005-10-11 - 5:02 p.m.
But, I've realized that those "days for Me" are starting to add up. Yes, in the back of my mind, I could see this adding up....but I was in denial. And it's not that I have been taking days off work.....it's more that I've been allowing myself to indulge in "lazy slush" behavior. Drinking too much, not exercising enough, ignoring things that should not be ignored.
Celebrities check themselves into rehab when they feel like this. I prefer to recognize it in myself and rely on my friends and my psychopharmacologist to help me out of this. (And don't you just love the word " psychopharmacologist"?)
Tonight I will be trying Gabapentin (aka.....Neurontin) in addition to two other drugs that will hopefully help me with my anxiety.
Why am I telling you this? Well, it's just a document of what's going on with me right now. But also, I would love to hear from anyone who has experienced the same feelings or has taken some of the same medications: Prozac, Ativan, and Neurontin.comments??? (2 so far...) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
2005-10-10 - 11:33 a.m.
So that was Saturday night when I finally got all that fixed. (I still have no idea what that was about.) But by then I was too fed up with the whole thing to post something entertaining so I went down to the bar instead. Now that may have sounded like a good idea at the time, but I forgot to take into account the "hang over" effect.
The "hang over" effect took over, very effectively, I might add, Sunday morning when I was supposed to be preparing for an epic 7 hour long drive to San Francisco. Not good. I had planned to get up reasonably early so I could get there at a reasonably reasonable time. (Shocking I know, I never get up reasonably early!) But of course, a little hang over got in the way, and I slept until 11:30......didn't even hit the road till 2:45. So, you know, by the time I got here, I was in no spirit to post anything. It was martini time!!!
But look.....here I am today.....finally on the internet.....and I'm posting!
Now if I could just think of something interesting to say...............comments??? (2 so far...) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
2005-10-02 - 9:41 p.m.
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